After school today, Shelby called me and asked me if I could babysit Beth for a few hours. I said yes, obviously. It’s the first time I’ve gotten to spend some time alone with her. It was amazing. We played with her toys. Well, I tried to make her play with her toys, but she likes my cellphone better. She tried to send text messages to my friends. I’m going to go to Toys R us this weekend to find a toy cellphone for her.
I didn’t want to leave, but Shelby seemed upset when she came back, so I figured it was a better idea to not ask questions… She told me I could see Beth again tomorrow.
I don’t know what’s going on with Shelby… She was fine when she left, and she came back a few hours later looking upset and preoccupied… I’ll try to talk to her tomorrow.
In other news, I… I didn’t sleep last night… Rachel… I think she doesn’t want me to spend the night with her anymore… I miss her so much…